They said:
"Sharp is overrated"
Well.. I guess I would agree :D
Time Space Warp
"You are in my thoughts even while we're apart"
[Ponder] : I'm Settling with Fuji
Why The Face?
I've decided to shoot exclusively using my Fuji camera (X-E1 to be exact). I've already sold my 5D Mark II and I've given my Lumix LX5 to my wife. ^_^
It was so much lighter and easy to carry compared to my 5dMark2. I'm amused by its retro-looks and very simple design. And of course, the quality of images are veeery goood. Very comparable to my DSLR [5dmk2].
I'll be waiting for that 2nd full version of Fuji X-Pro (X-Pro2, X-ProS) though. I think its size is perfect for the Fuji lens compared to other smaller X-Series camera that has been released.
But of course, I need to get a job first. My wife will kill me, and I would probably kill myself too if I buy one without getting a source of income first. LOL.
Oooh Happy thoughts.
Looking forward for more good quality photos from this camera.
About the picture above: I don't know her. Haha!
I Am Redundant
Did it happen to you? That even you somehow kind of expecting something, and you know it is just a matter of time that it will happen; and then.. Bam! That something happened. And you would still somehow felt surprise. Still felt uneasy.
BAM!
It happened to me. Even before, a year ago, I knew it was coming. My tasks were always changing. The current projects were suddenly be stopped. And I felt that we are just looking for projects/tasks to do. Then two months ago... A meeting notification was sent. After 30min, Tadaaa... We were redundant. Yeah 'we'. The whole floor was deserted. All was done. We are all smiling back then. It is as if we're all expecting it. It seems everything was fine.
At that time. My head was all cheers and saying everything will be okay. All the severance pay that I'lll get will make everything normal. It will be easy to get another job.
OUCH!
Oh boy I am wrong.
Here I am, two months have passed. I am smiling and all but deep inside there's a worrying feeling. I am, troubled. I have made several applications but no progress. And adding the fact that me and my wife are expecting our first born. And the hardest part to see is that she's the one who is working. She's the one providing. I am not providing anything. I am a burden.
There are "what ifs" and "I should haves", all running inside my head. And the more I think of it, the more I feel down. Self-pity comes in. All blaming myself. I am silly! I thought these would be easy.
I am..
Useless.
Never give up. Be strong. Stand tall.
YEAH!
But there's also this realization. If I would stay this way, being down and all, and this self-pity stuff, nothing will change. It won't change me being jobless. It won't change me not being able to provide for my family.
There's no one that will put away these feelings but me. There's no one that will solve all these problems but me.
I should put aside this worrying, this uneasiness and this self-pity. And stop all this whining.
I should stand tall and be strong. Never dwell on rejections. Improve myself. Get a job and provide.
HMM!
Now. stop.
Start acting
Here, It's yours.
“This heart, it beats. Beats for only you. My heart is yours.”
Thanks for my wife for lending me her hand =)
A Cherub Added
Some weeks ago, I attended the christening celebration of my good friend's son. What a better way to schedule a christening celebration than on Easter day. Very nice idea there mom and dad!!!
It was a lot of fun and a lot of food. Yeaaah! And of course, not the least, you get to talk and laugh with your friends.
And oh by the way, to you little buddy:
Welcome to the world of religion. ^_^
