Memories

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I missed the old days. Before, simple things makes you happy. Just a short travel somewhere with you closest friends is already a joy.

Now, everyone seems busy. Maybe its just the way life is. You have different priorities the older you get. Things become complicated. You have certain people (family) to think of; Your time is just a mark in the calendar, and that's all of it. Everything should be planned. Spontaneity is gone.

I wish I can go to that time again. Happy days. Them better days.

Oh well, Fuck Money... Nah, fuck work! :)

Cheers!

"You are in my thoughts even while we're apart"

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Oh Hello There!

Well. Hi there! :-) It's been a while.

I really thought that I'll celebrate an anniversary of me not having a job. Well, I got lucky. Someone trusted me and gave me a job. :-) Am so really thankful to them, that me, even without an experience would be given a chance. So yeah. I got a job; still in Information Security. I got lucky.

Now everything seems to be going in place.

I had a baby. A beautiful baby boy! I didn't believe this one before BUT, now I can tell, them babies, they make you stronger. Every time I hug him, every time he looks at me, every time he smiles, I feel stronger. All the depression / stress were gone for a moment, if not at all. Babies really are an inspiration. He's 4 months now.

It's been a long time since I got the strength to write something. All I can say is that it's been a hell of a ride this past year.  A chapter of my life ends, another chapter, another ride begins.

All I say this: them past two months---I am happy.

So now the challenge is--To make this last longer, if not forever.

Hi there again, world.

“...I wonder when I sing along with you if everything could ever feel this real forever; If anything could ever be this good again.

The only thing I’ll ever ask of you: You gotta promise not to stop...”

— Everlong, Foo Fighters

I Am In A Brink of Depression until I Watched This Video

I am still jobless and every passing day makes me go nearer in depression. And then, I watched this video from upworthy website. As I watched, I become more inspired and motivated (for now I guess). 

Here is a man who is homeless, without someone to lean on to and yet still so positive in life. He's so restless in believing that something positive will come. And there it is, something happened; someone had given him opportunity and he turned from homeless into Software Developer.

I hope he'll be in right track and make something out of this. And finally find a place he can call home.

As for me, this person makes me believe that there's always hope. There's always positive / opportunities that will come out from somewhere. Just work hard and believe, it'll come. Not now, but maybe tomorrow.

One thing's for sure: I was showered by this man's inner peace.

“Faith, Prayer. It works. Try it.”

— Leo